I'm elated, excited yet confused. I received a phone call today from Hong Kong, about the job that may bring me closer to my dream job. Not that dream job that allows me to serve my country, but the other dream job, the one that keeps me raving, of heartbreaks and moments of inspiration. It still isn't a dream job, but it will bring me so much closer to what I want to do eventually. I am honoured, extremely honoured, but I'm confused. Which one do I give up? I've made up my mind to serve this country in a uniform, at least while I am healthy and fit, while pursuing the other dream as a hobbyist. But now that this has come along, I am swayed. But doing so will be a great risk, having to give up my aspiration of serving the country and the low budget feature film project.
My Chinese horoscope is a bull, one who refuses to leave the comforts of its surroundings. But I always want to challenge such notions, especially what I think could be my weakness, my stumbling blocks. The prospects of graduation is an exciting time, a big bang of all your dreams and ambitions against the volatile real world.
So what's my next step? Frankly I don't know. Lets just wait and see.
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